October 8, 2014   #2   Prayer to Jesus which He immediately answered.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPtqRjirC6o


170.

Head is spinning
Don't seem to be winning
The fight to save so many
It's like a toss of a penny
Melancholy speaks to me in my reverie
So many lost and unable to be free
Why can't they see, why can't they hear?
Can they not sense His presence so near?
Bedazzled by the sights and sounds of this Earth
Seeking all so much of no worth
Stop, look and listen to all that's around
Emanating from below and descending to the ground
Do not forsake what was planted within
For it will tell you where you have been
Oh Gracious Savior, we beseech all your grace
For all those throughout human race
You spoke of love and forgiveness for all
Even those who heeded not the call
Grant me the patience to do what I must
To spread the Word to me did He entrust
Cleanse me of all iniquities and sinful ways
That have plague me throughout all my days

Feel the pulse Tim, of all that I teach
Nothing for you is ever out of reach
Entrusted to you, much have we given
All, as you know, is spiritually driven
Do not trouble yourself, give not into doubt
Have faith in My Father and all he's about
I am with you now and forever
You are but one of the Sacred Dove's feather
Many will join you soon, have no fear
As I speak, they are drawing near
You will know them by Holy Mark
That speaks from their hearts, sense their spark
Together all shall do your part
In preparing all you can for what He shall impart.

Another prayer answered, but by one who knew me before.

171.

Disreputable souls we mortals be
Squandering much of what's given for free
Dispensations over again and again
Little of which put to paper and pen
Magnitudes of greatness rising to the fore
Don't forsake all you implore
Soliloquy of madness, all it seems
Is this reality or lifetime of dreams
Where have they gone, those loved and lost?
What did I do to deserve such a cost?
Empty abode, this shell I am in
Quiet dimension, far from where I've been
Is it a play, all parts played by me?
Does all end, as it all shall be?

Don't despair, your patience is fraught
So much doubt shall come to naught
Your heart is broken, still on the mend
Peace be upon you, my longtime friend
We'll stand again, side by side
Defending what's right, evil can't hide
Much must be done before such a time
You will know it when you hear the chime
Heaven's chorus shall ring it so true
All that was hidden shall come into view
Take heed in the solace of thy life as it is
Your soul and mine have always been His
She waits with me for our return
From fields of glory where darkness shall burn
Love and joy are ours forevermore
Hearts no longer wounded, forever pure.


Another prayer answered in last few lines.

172.

Reclusive, derelict of all emotion
Unable to commit to any devotion
When was I ever able to feel the love
That was mine, dwells up above?
Survey of what lies inside
This we cannot ever hide
From he who knows the beat of our heart
Where He dwells in the spark that is His part
Oh how the world does pull us from
The glory of Him, thus leaving us numb
Cannot seem to ever break free
Of all the anchors that drag us from thee
Hear the cries of the dwindling few
Who's souls pulse with the need for you
Oh my Lord, the task is great
That sent me far from my heavenly mate
Waxing, waning amplitudes of Light
Heavenly Father, aid me in my plight
Spirit willing, body weak
Torn apart as we speak
Dumbfounded, they stare in disbelief
Except in times of mortal grief
Some do search, unable to see
Others care only for the "me"
Smell the Earth, reeks of despair
Foulness of decay fills the air
Visions of her beauty fade away
Distant memories held at bay
Pick and choose, tis not my role
But to try and minimize the toll
Knowing this diminishes not the dismay
I feel at what I witness day by day
Seeds fall on so much hard ground
Scattered by the wind all around
Stumbling around in darkness of light
Unable to comprehend, try as they might
Words pass right through them, empty stares
Hence the mind with the heart never shares
Closed off by their self-made dead ends
Hearts unable to ever comprehend
Truth of all He has to teach
Sent with the many across the breach
Time running out, many shall not be ready
Still my course must remain steady
My path is set, no deviation
Planned long ago at man's creation
So alone at times, becomes hard to bear
When so many about just seem not to care
Ever onward, nothing else to do
Try and save the many or the few
Focus on the road that lies ahead
And you will be helped where you are led

(incomplete segments)
Tasks and sounds muffled
Paths, like cards being shuffled

No meaning registers in the mind
To all those walking around blind

Others like me with our task
Continue to do all He does ask.

GOD Bless!