January 28, 2017                     #2


#971
1-27-2017

Momentary lapse of all sensation
Then achieve a higher station
Reasoning adjusted to new course
Behold He of pale horse
Intimate gathering at journey's end
All time seems to suspend
Mortal flesh cast aside
Earthly domain no more to reside
Into the mists many have gone
Some to be lost, most shall be won
Take with you nothing of life
All of world caused thee strife
If you seek to achieve glory
Keep all faith, do not worry
Tools of trade for those of darkness
Leads your soul to utter starkness
What is gained by hoarding possessions
Physical things become obsessions
Mesmerized by all forms of currency
Gathering all up with sense of urgency
Pay thy way, one cannot do
What you have, gone from view
In the ever widening chasm of hate
Shall fall those who could not wait
Peace of Christ comes to those
Who embrace the Light that arose
Meanings hidden in Words of script
For which My chosen remained tight-lipped
Now upon you, sharing discourse
Ask your questions, for things to get worse
Faith grows with thine acceptance
Not in a heart of reluctance
Mine I chose to guide thee hence
Carry a purpose through coming suspense
If you truly wish to receive
Ask right question, cannot deceive   (thus I'll relieve)
Truth of heart cannot be hidden
Holy Spirit sees all unbidden
Bringer of death is now here
Time unleashed very near
Will thee be ready when time arrives
Or cling to all when nothing survives?
Be at peace in Father's Light
Or fall into darkness, eternal night
Sheep of My flock, I pose to you
What be thy answer when I ask it of you?

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 28, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Ooops! Darkness wiped clean first part of Bible message so here goes again.....

Blessings to all this day, I pray all are enjoying the day....

Today's Bible message comes from Ezekiel 33-36....

Abraham....is what...Sovereign Lord....made....of all the detestable things....My people....
They know....what the Sovereign Lord says...
Shepherds....take care of the flock...
The strays...were scattered....because there was no shepherd...
My sheep wandered....cared for themselves....
Therefore, you shepherds....when He is with them....I will rescue them....in all the settlements....in the land
As for you.....I will...for you to drink clear water.....
Live in the wilderness....the trees will yield...My people....declares the Sovereign Lord...
You...will pursue...a desolate waste...who come and go....
Bloodshed will pursue you....
I will make you...in accordance...with Myself...........because you rejoiced....of the inheritance....know that I AM the Lord...
The Word of the Lord.....the mountains and hills...in My burning zeal....because you have suffered scorn....I will increase...their inheritance...
I will settle...their children....no longer...to suffer...because your nation falls....
The Word of the Lord....

Little cryptic but clear meaning to me I hope it is to you as well...Feel free to ask my understanding if you wish anytime.

GOD made man in His image, then Man turned around since that time and has made GOD in his own image.  Hence all the religions of the world, with all their versions of GOD.  GOD IS GOD!  The same yesterday, today and tomorrow.  No matter how you look at Him or from where, He is still GOD.  Stop looking at Him through manmade things and seek the Lord directly to behold His Truth. for there is only one Truth.

Then GOD said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground."  So GOD created man in His own image, in the image of GOD He created him; male and female He created them.....Genesis 1:26-27

Thou shalt not call anything thine own:  for if ye partake in such things as are incorruptible, how much more should you do it in those that are corruptible....Barnabas  14:16          (All things belong to GOD)

Reach not out thine hand to receive, and withhold it not when thou shouldest give....Barnabas 14:17:3

Give to everyone who asks:  so shalt thou know who is the good rewarder of thy gifts....Barnabas 14:21   (GOD sees all you do and inside heart one's intent.  Give as He gave for it does not go unnoticed)

Thou shalt confess thy sins; and not come to thy prayer with an evil conscience....Barnabas 14:24    (He foreknows your sins yet confess them, offering them up as guilt/sin offering.  To come to Him holding onto guilt/sin/shame, any negative is evil conscience.  Thinking He will not forgive is evil conscience for this is what evil wants.  GOD already forgave before the sin.)

It is therefore fitting that learning the just commands of the Lord, which we have before mentioned, we should walk in them.  For he who does such things shall be glorified in the kingdom of GOD.  But he that chooses the other part, shall be destroyed, together with his works.  For this cause there shall be both a resurrection, and a retribution....Barnabas 15:7-8             (Choose to walk in the Lord's Light, believing in He and be resurrected into the Light or walk not in His ways and after suffering death then resurrection you shall suffer retribution.)

For the day is at hand in which all things shall be destroyed, together with the wicked one.  The Lord is near, and his reward is with him....Barnabas 15:10

And may GOD, the Lord of all the world give you wisdom, knowledge, counsel, and understanding of His judgments in patience.  Be ye taught of GOD; SEEKING WHAT IT IS THE lORD REQUIRES OF YOU, AND DOING IT; that ye may be saved in the day of judgment.....Barnabas 15:12-13

*For those wondering, Barnabas is not in the Bible.  One of many books left out by Man's editing of the Word of GOD...

GOD BLESS!  PEACE OF CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!   

January 27, 2017                        #2

#970
1-25-2017

Into the sepulcher of blood
After the passing of the flood
GOD poured forth His heart and soul
To make again the world whole
Why mankind turned away
Allowed darkness to hold sway
Over countless centuries of earthly time
Why the need for Rhythm and Rhyme
GOD foreknew all to come
Knew His Word would only be heard by some
Whose hearts were true by soul He'd given
Heard the Word as was spirit driven
Mankind sought to claim what was not
His from beginning, unsatisfied with what he got
Greed set in to drive his lust
What he had not, thought he must
Have all things to feed his need
Proper voice he did not heed
Vain and lustful for more power
Earned for many an eternal bower
Deep within the bowels of hell
At the final toll of bell
No more deserving of GOD's gift
No soul of theirs shall He uplift
Choice was made incorrectly
For too many had gone directly
To the pit with no desire
To repent of sin and thus admire
The glory of our heavenly Father
Failed to listen, did not even bother
To seek forgiveness of their wrong
Nor ask to join the heavenly throng
Why, you ask, would one seek an eternity
Of pain and suffering away from the Paternity
Of soul and love for all mankind
Who saw the Light, were not blind
"Come unto Me," was all He said
"Believe My Words and be not dead"
Sacrifice thy very soul
Free thyself, be made whole
Released the binds that held you hence
Within the grasp of sinful suspense
Upon the cross He did visit
Gave you choice, chance to posit  (first deposit)
In thy bank of treasured account
And thus continue to build amount
By your side He'd always be
Open thy heart and listen for He
Has much to say
To guide your way
Hold all darkness at bay
Until Final Day
Then to the Light to dwell eternal
In the love oh so maternal
At this time of earthly fluctuation
All important to heed spiritual instruction
Words are shared to a purpose
Learn, grow, heal, for thus
Time shall be upon you, choice to be made
Ascend to the Light or remain and be flayed
Nothing will withstand what comes soon
Nothing will prevent post red moon
Pieces in play are all here
Christ the Lord, in flesh is near
All about you, do not suspect
Eyes of flesh cannot detect
Servants know this to be true
Soon day comes they shall view
Behold the Son and will the Father
Embraced within the arms of the Mother
(For they did not truly bother)
To do what was asked before
And shall pass through the inner door
Sanctum Sanctorum, Holy of Holies
Saw the Truth within the stories...



Sanctum Sanctorum I did not recall what it meant but it translates Holy of Holies  ...

4 more angels feathers found in cemetery here...

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 27, 2017


Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day to all!  I pray all are doing well this day!

Preserve me, O GOD, for in thee I take refuge.  I say to the Lord, "Thou art my Lord; I have no good apart from thee.".....Psalm 16:1-2

Today's Bible message comes from 2 Samuel 3-6.....

To you....My people.....men and women....a great....peace...came
To deceive you....David did not know.....his brother....
I and My kingdom are forever.....My blood....not bound by....the wicked
The King....too strong for...the evildoer....now slipped away....
The Son....thirty-three years.....reached those lame and blind......from the terraces....
He became more and more powerful....of the Lord
The Lord answered Him....in the Valley....of the poplar trees....
Brought together....the cherubim...the ark of GOD....sons of the ark....in front of David....and all Israel....

Great triumphs He gives to His king, and shows steadfast love to His anointed, to David and his descendants forever....Psalm 18:50

Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to GOD a sacrifice of praise---the fruit of lips that confess His name.....Hebrews 13:15

The idea of a life free of any suffering is a fairy tale.  To help counter-balance this offer sacrifice of time to Him.  Continually give Him praise and thanks.  This in turn helps maintain focus on Him.  He is always by our side, just call to Him and He will be there.

Even in darkness light dawns for the upright, for the gracious and compassionate and righteous man.....He will have no fear of bad news; his heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord....Psalm 112:4, 7........

Trust is a thing of GOD, in GOD.  To all who listen, acceptance of this is caveat.  Many know this yet ignore it in their day to day life.  There are those who do not like the idea that He knows all we say, think, feel and do.  That nothing is hidden from Him.  This is an earthly, physical view of the fleshly mind.  Cast aside all thoughts of the flesh and think in the spiritual.  When it talks of the flesh, it is spiritually talking of this life, the world we live in.  See the world from His perspective.

O Lord, you have searched me and you know me.  You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.  You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.  Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord...Psalm 139:1-4....

From message of 5-3-16...

Delve not into the things of man
There in lies darkness, doing all it can...

Turn around to face the Light
Seek not the wrong, but what is right...

As time subsides, slipping away
Rapidly approaching Final Day
Few believe as was foretold
Keep thy faith, believe in bold
Doubters scoff, think it fable
Their minds corrupted, because unstable....

I love thee, O Lord, my strength.  The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer, my GOD, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.  I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised, and I am saved from my enemies.....Psalm 18:1-3...

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 26, 2017                 #2

#969
1-22-2017

The dimmest star proceeds forth
Soon to behold its true worth
All to see its glorious face
Upon the land of human race
None can gaze without effect
None of darkness shall reflect
You who serve embrace the Light
Within thy hearts you have the might
Glory!  Glory!  All bow down
Standing before thee in purest gown
Staking claim to all there is
All creation is now His
No one can withstand what comes
All GOD's power and might in equal sums
Hell below knows not all GOD's glory
Fell to darkness without full story
What they know tis partial at best
Fruition of plan you shall attest
Be thee scribe and warrior of equal measure
Throughout journey amassed thine treasure
What comes to pass with fervent grace
You shall know what is your place
Pieces fall, complete the picture
All you've learned, a proper mixture
Die is cast upon this land
Gloom of darkness shall disband
Free thy flock for eternal pasture
Once you have completely amassed your
Sheep who'll follow you through your gate
Fast approaches the chosen date
First you'll go, they to follow
All fulfilled, no more hollow
Return to do aforementioned task
Gifted to you all you did ask
Beneath the spires of crystal peaks
Lies the sword darkness seeks
None can withstand its fatal puncture
At the place of spirit's juncture
With the soul He first created
Mankind's inhabitance, long predated
Doubters snicker at lines they read
Have not the open heart they need
Into the abyss many shall fall
Heard not the Word, nor His call
Go to thy purpose poised at the ready
Worry not, your course we hold steady
Dire situations shall pass you by
Turn not to those whose voices cry
The are for others who follow behind
To harvest the crop that was blind
Focus instead on what holds thy sight
For this shall lead you through the night
Naysayers call out over and again
All you who read, heed instead to the pen
These Words are Truth from Truest source
He who rides upon the white horse....

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 26, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day!  My apologies again to all, I have been trying to catch up with my journaling so I have been doing that and not posting.  I have Bible messages and two new Rhymes messages.  No new souls, just one who tried to pretend to be a woman from the cemetery but got caught in their lies.  I would remind everyone to go back and read old messages when I have not posted and see if you can understand new things that you missed before.  Just let the spirit guide you to whatever date and read that posting.  Ask for guidance before doing so.

From Jeremiah 21-23.........

Because of the evil....the Lord says...the gates...like...you inhabit...will cut them up to the fire
People...have worshiped and served other gods....who succeeded the Father....will never return...not see this land again
Does it make....your way...all shepherds?
You will be....those who....I will....long to have return to....the throne of David...
I have driven....righteous branch....to their pasture....
So then, the days are coming....where He who had banished....where He had banished....because of the curse....an evil uses their power....will fall
I will bring disaster on them....the people are like Gomorrah.....they strengthen the hands of the evildoers....
Therefore....the Lord Almighty says....speak visions...to all who follow...or hear His Word...who has listened...fully...the purposes of His heart....
You will understand it clearly....
I did not send prophets...with message....
You speak to them...........

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds....James 1:2

Our Lord paid a high price for our freedom from sin and His peace which He gives us for free.  When all things go smoothly we tend to ignore Him, but being the little children we are, we tend to only cry out to Him in times of want, when things do not go our way.  Thank Him all the time, in times of good and bad for some hardships are trials that we must go through. 

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have peace.  In this world you will have trouble.  But take heart!  I have overcome the world....John 16:33

Guided to share this from old message of 7-21-2015....

All have forgotten where they've been
Mesmerized by the great decepter
Prevented them from being a spiritual receptor
I stand now before all
Hear My voice, answer My call....

People wonder, even in my own family, why does he receive these messages, who is he to be able to?  They are asking the wrong question!  Ask why am I not experiencing like Tim?  Reread the five lines.....If you have focus on other things in addition to a sack over your head and sunglasses on then how can you see?

If you seek a heavenly path
I shall provide all you hath
Need of as you go along.....

If you suffer, give all thanks
And thus deposit in Heaven's banks
If you rejoice, give all praise
Sharing with others throughout the days....

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 20, 2017             

#2  Begins a memory of my most previous end of life.  My wife's name mentioned too. I saw the trees in my spiritual eye.  I saw the she standing before me vaguely, like an angelic figure of Light.  Also, my name is given.


#968
1-20-2017

Trees trees all around
Running running, nary a sound
Where was Amy, my sweet sweet wife?
Promised to be with her throughout life
Men all around no breath drawn
Mists arising in this predawn
Why am I oh so light?
Feeling drawn away from night
Bullets flying all around
I remember falling to the ground
I was here then was not
Seemed unable to find what I sought
Who is she who stands before me
Coming towards me tis what I see
"Paul, child, your time at an end
I am here for He did send
To take you to thy purification
So you may assume your new station
Next life awaits shall be thy last
End of times comes so fast
Long journey you have traveled
All man's plans have come unraveled
Worry not those left behind
They shall all return in kind
Fulfill thy purpose for which thy began
To walk this earth amongst all man
This you've done in faithful tune
All shall end oh so soon
Do you recall what He had said
When He lifted you from the dead?
'Truer soul none than thee
From thy sins forever free
You shall see Me at My birth   (in the manger)
Heart full of Heaven's mirth
To My end which you shall see  (Crucifixion)
By your side believest thou Me? (reference to meaning of my soul name...by your side)
Friend and brother
Like no other
Since the start
Shall do thy part
Agamemnon spoke it true
Much much more inside of you
Long you've journeyed across this land
Always guided by My hand
Mother Mary spoke to you
Told you then what you must do
Smiled upon thy childish face
Bestowed upon you all Her grace    (Birth of Christ)
Since that time amongst the hay
In Her Light you did stay
To thy purpose you shall adhere
Things not always as they appear
Trust in Words above all others
Darkness hides amongst the brothers
Faces normal to naked eyes
Father's gifts make thee wise
Truth to tell, they must do
For they cannot lie to you
Truth within guides their words
Why you're here in Final Thirds
Post the time of thy passing
Shepherd you'll be those massing
At thy Gate to guide them home
No longer can they roam
Bound to you til the time
You leave this world, end of Rhyme
Be of good cheer
For end is near
Take to heart
You've done thy part
Father sends all His love
You saw it night of the dove   (Night I saw white dove fluttering above me.  Darkness was tying to hide it)
In the night, peaceful, serene
It's truthful presence you did glean
Go in peace, almost complete
Darkness shall ne'er defeat
The purpose of the longest path
Any soul created ever hath
Taken since the dawn of creation
Heaven sings with all elation
For soon thy shall return to Him
Who sent you but when world was dim
Peace of Christ to thee My friend
Road you're on comes to an end'."


Lots of pieces of my puzzle here kool!  So this I now know, my lives names for last five lives backwards....Tim, Paul, David Ashton, Karl, Jacob..  Four Biblical names pretty wild.  Then way back to Abdul.  Further back to belonging to line of Isaac which may or may not be Abdul.  To further back to belonging to Shem.  Wild n crazy right? 
Amazing GOD!

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 20, 2017
  
      The first part is from  few months ago when Dana first visited me one night, then the second part is his return after being gone for some time.


November 29, 2016


This is a posting about one of the souls in the cemetery who awoke me one night and chatted with for sometime.  I am not listing him yet as he has not crossed over but wanted to share up to this point our conversation. 

Dana  22 I have been told by my daughter.
male

3:43 am awoke to name Dana then leg cramps lol.  Dana was here saying did not like me walking  around their cemetery.  I had been walking through announcing myself welcoming all home to GOD.  Was told by my daughter there were souls there needing help.  This night around 12:30 am was walking through cemetery and on way out I heard, "I don't want to go home, I like it here, I don't want to leave."  "Everyone will have to leave soon," I said.  "You will have to choose to go to the Light or to hell."  "You are a liar," he replied.  "Believe it or not, up to you.  Doesn't matter to me," I told him.  "End of times coming, you can't stay!"  Walked home then.
At 3:43 I awoke and got the name Dana as I said.  After I got up to loosen my cramping legs he was telling me he did not like me in "his" cemetery.

(ok Dana, if still here, let's talk.  If you're angry about something or even at GOD, no problem, we all get angry at GOD)

Why are you writing?

(I record my conversations with spirits.  You rather I not?)

Matters not to me

(Okay!  Was it you other night trying to follow me at park?)

No, that's someone else.

(Ralph?)

Ralph something, I don't know.

(or not saying to me?)

I don't know I said

(okay.  What's your last name?)

Richardson

(Really?)

Maybe

(I see)

I live in cemetery, I belong there !!

(No one lives in a cemetery, that's why its a cemetery.  Its a remembrance, not meant for you to remain there Dana.  To honor the memory of those who passed and are buried there.  A memorial to them.)

My Home!

(GOD's home as all creation is)

Thought you said all are welcome to his home, to go home?

(haha, yes I did, to return to His dwelling place where we were all created.  Our journey began there as unconscious souls.)

Why did I live then?

(To experience, to learn, grow and believe then return to be with GOD.  We are part of Him.  Think of it as He took one cell off His existence and put it inside your mother.  It grew as cells do in physical world,  Then birth, life and passing.  Your soul was put on a ride through life in a body of the physical world.)

Why then bother with a body?

(To be able to experience the physical world.  He created man eternal.  Man chose wrong at the start and GOD  made him mortal, not immortal, in other words the apple from the Tree of Life!)

Why did I suffer?

(We all suffer as we all rejoice in happy times.  All part of journey.  It's how we handle good and bad and remain faithful to GOD)

Hmmm, I don't want to talk anymore.

(Okay Dana, as you wish.  I'm not here to make you do anything, but here to help anyone go home whom wishes to do so.  Your choice!)

I'll still bug you!

(Lol!  Okay, of course, but a warning, two actually.  Don't interfere with others in any way or try and influence them against me or GOD.  It's their choice too.  Also, you must choose soon, time runs out.)

Yeah, yeah, so you say.

(I don't say!  Holy Spirit says!)

Blah!  Blah!

(Good night Dana!)

Right bye!

I heard him speak few times since, once saying he doesn't like me as I was walking from cemetery, but also heard other voice say, "I want to go".
I have been rebuking and banishing each time and speaking to them one way chat.  I felt negs one night and he said, "You are afraid."
I said, "No you are afraid and the dark spirits here are afraid and try to place it on me but they can not harm me. 
Nothing since.  The other spirit followed me twice while walking dog there at night in other direction from cemetery.  I could feel his presence it is who Jesus said He will enlighten. 

If anymore comes up I will amend this posting...


Soul #404
1-17-2017

Dana Richardson

(Oh, so Richardson was your name?)

Yes, as I said I was so angry

(I'm sure!  Many are in the mists.  Darkness loves keeping you angry.)

Yes they do!  I see clearly now.  I am 22, well was when I passed.  Lost, lonely, angry!  No parents to speak of.  These people here took me in.  Many elderly here. 

(I saw by the headstones.  Some very painful losses too!)

Yes, many lost children.

(All in the Light.  Why I'd love to help reunite them.)

I know.  I didn't want to see my parents.

(No Dana, your parents weren't born bad nor were you.  Things happened to them like you that took them on wrong path.  We each make our choices, good and bad.  we have to take ownership of them, free will.)

True, true!

(They may well be in Heaven, I do not know.  Their journey is theirs and GOD's.  I can find out where they are..................Estelle?)

Estelle?  Yes, her name.

(Ok, someone told me she is in the light.  Repented and made it.)

Okay!  He was worse!

(Okay, He we will find if you like.  Not necessary, what is necessary is forgiveness and letting go all that was from your life.  Forward thinking.  Cut the strings of all that kept you here.  Trust me, as you see things more clearly now, once in the Light, you will see infinitely clearer.  Nothing negative at all.)

I was told this!

(Believe it!  All GOD's grace you will feel and have.  Your mother will not be as you knew her, but as she originally was.  Your father too if he is there.  The two people you knew wipe from your mind, they don't exist anymore, nor does the Dana whom I first met.)

I understand now.  I always wanted to be a sailor, see the ocean.  WWII came, I saw all these boys go off to fight.  I wanted to too but I had passed. 

(So you passed before WWII?)

Yes, 1932

(Ah okay.  Share whatever you wish to share Dana.)

*Hearing some crying here

(It's okay Dana, let go the anger and pain.  Offer it up to Jesus, ask Him to take it from you.  To replace it with His love and grace.  Thank Him, praise Him.  Forgive everyone, parents even yourself for being angry at GOD, not believing.  He knows your heart and soul.  Your soul is what He looks at Dana.)

They beat me!  Two drunks!  Mom okay when sober, but she got drunk too cause he was drunk.  I ran away and hid often.  Got sooo angry.  Hated them and all people, GOD too!  I smashed statues, church windows.  Police caught me once, beat me too.  Hated everyone.  I ran on 16th birthday and never went back.  Lived off land, stealing, all over Texas. 

(Oh so from here then, yes?)

Amarillo

(Amarillo?  I was getting Richardson too, like your name.)

I say Amarillo.  Richardson named after my family.  Always been there.  I hated it too, I left.

(So you ran away to Amarillo?)

Yes, but went all over down to the Gulf  (Gulf of Mexico).  I tried to get on a boat but got thrown off.  Got odd jobs down there.  Drowned actually.  Did not tell you that did I?

(No, you did not, I'm sorry)

Hey, it was water at least.  How ironic, haha!  I learned that word here.  I did not know much with little schooling. 

(Its okay, GOD's wisdom is what's needed most, especially now.  He will give you the rest)

Really?

(Oh yes!  Wait and see Dana.  Oh my the things you will see and experience, so glorious!)

I ended up here, I sense your question, somehow..........

(You're bonded to me now)

Okay, I was roaming all over but still Texas and kinda looked for them...

(Mom/dad?)

Yes, but they had passed.  Burned alive in fire.  Felt yessss good then.  I met the Frailey's here, you sent them....

(Yes)   [sent last month who had perished in a fire too in nearby town]

They had died in fire in Bonham.  They were so nice.

(yes they are)

I felt drawn to them.  They lost a son in war and took me in here.

(That was very nice of them)

Partly why I was so protective of them and distrustful of you.  I saw you send them.  They wanted me to go to but I didn't trust you.  I got angry at you and them.  Felt abandoned so I left here.  Saw all those people flocking to this cemetery......so many here....none trust you enough yet...

(What made you?)

He spoke....

(Jesus?)

Yes!  He spoke to the soldier in the park.

(The Civil War soldier there?).....[the heavy negative presence I felt few nights I walked dog by there.  Was told by my daughter he was Civil War veteran who was crippled and twisted.  Jesus said He would deal with him.]

Yes, He took him away some place.  Said He would bring Him back to you.  "Why you?," I asked.  He said, "Because he is My Gatekeeper here."  I asked what that was.  He said, "Those who guide My sheep home.  I have a great many around the world.  All My servants have their parts to play.  You as well Dana!"  "Me?"  "Yes you!  I know your pain Dana.  Take My hand, I'll show you."  I took His hand, I could not stop myself.  When I touched His hand I saw my whole life at once like. I don't know how, I just did.  He said, "I AM the Way and the Light.  Come unto Me of your own free will and I will make you whole again and show you Paradise."  Then He said, "Go to Tim, for He is My servant whom I love.  Just as I love you Dana."  "But I hated you and everyone," I told Him.  "No, you hurt, were full of pain.  Tim will understand for he felt it too but always believed.  He has served Me since the start.  He will help you get home!"  I felt different when He left, like who am I?  A cloud of gloom lifted from me.  Time had passed and I was back here.  How'd He do that? 

(He is GOD!  All things are possible with GOD Dana.  We do not have to understand it just believe it.  Once home we will learn the how and why.)

I want to learn the how and why.....I'm almost like starved for it....

(Yes, that's how it works)

I'm sorry I was difficult.

(I was not mad, I understood.  It's your journey and you're here now.  I knew He was going to talk with the soldier.  He said so.  I'm glad He spoke to you too!)

Me too!  I want to go!  I've told others here.  I hope they will not be afraid now.

(They will go eventually.)

They are good people...

(I know)

Bless you for doing this!

(Its an honor to)

What must I do?

(Let me tell you)

**explained process, about GOD.  His mother in the Light pure.  His father, Donald, in the mists far away near judgement line.  He can help his father.  (He had something happen in his life that caused him to hide behind booze.  You can teach him, help him Dana!)

I understand, thank you!

(You tell me when you are ready)

*Maybe an hour later or so he was ready.  I sense from all this that He is to help his father and others.  Jesus said he had a purpose too. 

Some of you may wonder, as I did before too, why did Jesus not just send these souls to the Light Himself that He talks to.  As He has told me before, GOD created all things for a purpose and has everything structured to be done a certain way.  They have to go through a gateway, it is how it is as GOD made it.  Just as there are laws of His to follow.  Just as there are laws in our justice system that we just have to follow.  Just as there are laws of Physics that things just have to obey.   Why can't GOD make exceptions?  Perhaps He does!  Are these exceptions pre-determined or spontaneous?  Probably both.  GOD is GOD and can do whatever He wants with all he created.  As I have said many times, He has promised me I will return to Him and see Him and all my loved ones.  Yet if I arrive and He changed His mind and says I am going to the pit or my soul He will destroy, then that is His right.  I will kneel and accept His will.


I looked up Richardson, Texas and it is actually here in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area.  It was named after E.H. Richardson and founded in 1848 I believe. 


I also noticed a Carter family headstone in the cemetery here, which I had seen before and realized the name of the wife of a man I had sent from Bonham, a neighboring town, was Sara Jean Beatrice Carter.  Hmm confirmation of her name.  Back then you knew only so many people, 150 plus years ago out here in the Texas country.  So meeting and marrying someone from neighboring town 20 miles away entirely likely. 

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!  

January 19, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings this day to all!  Bible message today and new soul sent to the Light.  Dana returned, who wanted me out of "his" cemetery upon my arrival here.  I posted about him back then so I will copy n paste it here then add on our conversation this time.  Interesting things he said after having talked to Jesus, who said He would deal with him. 

From Daniel 2-3.....

Rubble....great and mighty...what the King asks...
Do not live among....death and men....such a harsh decree
Interpret....GOD....wisely
GOD of ancestors....wisdom and power....made known to us....through the King
Interpret it.....
Your dream....What you went through.....was made pure....of clay
It struck...and now we will....place all mankind...at the head...
A third kingdom....breaks all others....yet it will....not remain united
Those kings....bring...an end....by human hands
Moreover....so the satraps, prefects.......provincial officials...Of every image....of every language....worship gold
Peoples fell down...worshiped...gold
May the King...who lives forever...pay no attention to you....
The GOD we serve....set up....your majesty
The image I made....before you...seven times....stronger....than the flames....


Begin each and every day acknowledging that He is the champion of your day.  He has it all mapped out before you yet it is your choice to follow what He has planned or forge your own way blindly through like a bull in a china store.  Be on the lookout for Him.  Things go smoothly so we think oh kool it went how I wanted.  When it goes badly we think why is nothing going as I planned.  Perhaps it is Him trying to stop you from goin off in a wrong direction.   Thank Him for all the windows and doors He closes, all the roads He blocks off.  Let Him be the captain of your ship and thus stay on course. 

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."....Jeremiah 29:11

Not prosper as in money and material things but prosper in spiritual things.  To give you a future beyond this world. 

"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.  As the rain and the snow come down from Heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is My Word that goes out from My mouth:  It will not return to Me empty, but will accomplish what i desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."   Isaiah 55:9-11

We can not understand His ways for they are higher than the earth, i.e. above human understanding.  So His Word goes out as seed for the sower,  [me] and bread [these messages] for the eater [you].

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 16, 2017  

#2
This is one of the number of messages where my spirit is speaking out then I receive a reply.

#967
1-14-2017

My spirit....

Through all time, all my travels
All GOD's plan slowly unravels
Mysteries buried found again
Revealed to you through my pen
Father oh Father speaks through me
All His Word I give to thee
Many faces I have met
Many more to meet as yet
Overlapping paths of life
Family, friend, child, wife
Too many to count I have known
One by one they are shown
Remembered lives ages gone by
Seeing them again with inner eye
All the places I have seen
All GOD's graces I did glean
You my friends are truly blessed
Why tis so, some have guessed
What soon comes, a glorious sight
Rising up above the night
All GOD's power, all GOD's might
All His love, all His Light
You who stand beside me now
Along with me, soon to bow
Upon bended knee to He
Who long ago set us free

Of the chains of bondage man had forged
To take away the gift twas given
Hearts and minds became engorged
Striving for all fleshly driven
(Turning from all Spirit driven)

Do you see within your heart
The love at creation He did impart
GOD, my Father, whom had created
Soul of mine with love unabated
Through every life I have known
Through every suffering you have shown
I have believed in thy eternal glory
Playing my part in thy story
Memories awaken with each piece
Of the puzzle to my golden fleece
Angels gather by my side    (angel feather fell out of pages of script as I typed this)
No evil shall they abide
Gave unto me the sacred key
To open the way, set them free
Souls of the lost invited to the feast
Greatest last, first the least
Places of honor for those who served
Graciously I sacrifice to more deserved
Peace of my Christ, whom I adore
Saw me through calm and war

Reply...

Now upon us time is near
Let go all you hold dear
What was lost shall be found
All GOD's glory shall resound
Across the land He created
In beginning before deviated
Once again it shall return
Home to those whose hearts burn
With all humility in Heaven
Hidden away from the Seven
They too shall behold His face
To choose forgiveness, to eternal place
Within the darkness which they were driven
Abused the power they were given
Take to heart my gifted friend
Know your days are at an end
Peace of Christ shall guide you hence
And soon return you to whence
You were created long before
You set thy foot on sandy shore
By thy hand you have saved
Many souls, righteous and depraved
Countless number over countless years
All the joyful, painful, heartfelt tears
Each a drop in sacred well
Much remains for you to tell
Wellspring twas asked, thus shall be       (Answer to a prayer request)
Words to be given to help them see
Healing grace within thy touch
To go unawares for such
A gift comes from He                       (Another answer to a prayer request)
Whom blessed you when first did see        (When I was a child at His birth)
Upon His birth and His passing             (At His crucifixion too )
Set you upon course thus amassing
All the wisdom you would need
To share His Word for them to heed
Now upon you end begins
Veil of Ruth continuously thins
You shall see behind its haze
What is hidden, yours to gaze
Know the faces who aid your cause
Loved you always despite the flaws
As the Father's always done
For having been the only one
To step forward to walk the land
Life after life by holy hand
Alathiel, true to thy name
By your side through grace and shame
Beloved scribe shared thy pen
Scripting words amongst all men
To thy glory you shall go
Bathe forever in Heaven's glow...


GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

                              

January 16, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day!  Dreary foggy day again here in Texas hope it is bright and sunny where you are.  Today's Bible message comes to us once again from Jeremiah, but first I would like to talk briefly on a few things.  These topics came to me while sitting in church today. 
Firstly, "Give and you shall receive"  This is one of the many things in the Bible that was possibly reworded from its original intent.  It is easily misinterpreted and misused.  Give something so that you can get something in return.  Or if there is something you want then well just give something so that you can get what you wanted.  This is prostitution basically when you think about it.  Having come from Las Vegas where this saying is the mantra of the populous.  Think hard on what is being said on the surface of this saying...it is the opposite of who GOD is. 
GOD gave to each of us everything already, upfront, in the beginning and continues to do so.  Oh and He gave/gives it all unconditionally without and expectation of a return, and trust me mankind has not given back very much. He gave His Son to us as a sacrifice.   All He would like is for us to believe in Him, love Him, praise Him, thank Him.  He needs nothing from us for He made everything.  Certainly does not need anything we made.  So again this ties into what He said about letting Him transform the way you think.  Like forgiveness, which He gave us before our sin so too He gave all, we received all so now give back to Him of your own FREE will. 
Secondly, I had mentioned before that the Christ has been here more than once.  We are given this evidence in the Bible in John 1:30...where John the Baptist says, "This is He of whom I said, 'After me comes a man who ranks before me, for He WAS before me'."   This can be taken two ways, knowing that in the physical world He came after John in birth.  Like everything in the Bible and with GOD you have to not think in physical but in spiritual for GOD IS SPIRIT!  One...He whose spirit, soul, essence was created before mankind's.  Two, He whose spirit, soul, essence came before that of John's.


From Jeremiah 32-34.....

Be given into the hands of....the Lord
Baal...provoked Me....would not listen....in the house that bears My name
Molek...a detestable thing...the GOD of Israel...was saying...in furious anger...that all will not go well for them
With all My heart....once more...fields will be bought...of the hill country...declares the Lord....
I will...tell you...get from this city.....I will cleanse them....I will bring...all nations on earth...to a desolate waste...
The voices of the bride (Earth)....in all its towns...shepherd's...flocks...I will fulfill the good promise....by which....a man ...on the throne...presented a sacrifice....
This is what the Lord says....day and night...can be broken...as the stars....as the sand...came to be
The Lord has rejected and established....kingdoms..
You will see...in His hands...with your own eyes...face to face....
The Lord's promise to you....before you...told all this...came....into covenant...and set them free.
Then the Word...I said....bears My name...you obeyed Me...you...set free....slaves again...
Therefore...the Lord says....those ...people....I will deliver...who walked between (the mists)....


The future is a ghost, unclear, intangible.  It is His domain.  Seek it and you will easily head down the wrong path.  The past is solid, printed on paper like words, unchangeable.  Leave it behind.  The present is ongoing, always changing, focus on it.  He is guiding you into the future for He knows the way.  When you feel you are heading wrong way cry out, "Help me Jesus!", and He is there.

Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus.  But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!".....Matthew 14:29-30
Peter took his focus off of Jesus, he focused on he physical not the spirit and he began to sink to wallow in his physical reality. 

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of GOD.........Hebrews 12:2

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi1DrQfVT1I



January 15, 2017                     #2   Another life sounding of just before mine.


#966
1-13-2017

We climbed the hill to be taken
To save our brothers who were forsaken
Upon the ridge they lie bleeding
Cries of pain we were heeding
Brother oh brother where thou art
You fell to die for doing your part
Foolish leaders, foolish plans
Left to die at enemy's hands
Bullets flying all around
Men dying only sound
Up upon the rocky top
We proceeded unable to stop
Mission of ours to bring them back
Those lost to this foolish attack
Decoy of flesh we became aware
Sent by those who did not care
How many souls they lost that day
How many men they sent away
Safe upon their ships offshore
Playing at their own World War
You alone amongst our corp
Made it up off the sandy shore
? beach it was called         
Enemy dug in behind their wall
Oh the clouds up in the sky
Floating softly as we lie
In pools of blood slipping away
Home to go?  Decided to stay
Where you went could not follow
Buried in earth oh so hollow
Tell my wife I loved her so
As you got up to go
"See you soon," you had said
Crawled you did amongst the dead
Brother oh brother by your side
Again into hell we shall ride
This time a worthy fight it be
To set the Lord's chosen free
Death shall have no hold on us
Defeat it we shall and thus
Home for all eternity
Grace of GOD together we
Shall dwell among those puffy clouds
Within the love that forever enshrouds
Within the arms of those we love
In the Light of Sacred Dove....

Oh reminds me of white dove I saw other night late while walking my dog past cemetery.  Something startled me and I hear it in the branches of tree.  I shined flashlight up into tree and there it was, a white dove flapping amongst the branches in the late night of a cold winter night. 
Hmmm, angel or Holy Spirit? 


I was getting Ewa beach but that is in Hawaii or Utah beach which was Normandy but not rocky topped or high casualties.  It was World War and I assumed speaker knew me as my most recent life was in world war two.  The speaker mentioned going with me to the pit to rescue chosen there so he was speaking to me about me.  If anyone knows of a beach in world war two that sounds something like those two let me know.  Have not found anything as yet. 

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 15, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day!  I hope all are doing well!  Cold and dreary day here today in Texas.  For those in the colder areas stay inside and keep warm.
 
A recommendation and reminder for some..........before reading a Rhyme message, tis best to find a piece of music, instrumental, that really truly touches your soul.  If you have experienced this, and I am sure most have, then you know that of which I speak.  Stirs your blood, moves your heart, makes you teary-eyed.  Listen to it before reading the message then during to better experience it in the way it usually is received.  It is called the Rhythm and Rhyme after all, started by Archangel Michael.  I have posted YouTube links many times with music that helped me and through which many messages have come through. The list of many of these is posted in a December posting.  But please use whatever works for you and experience it better. 

Today's Bible messages come from Psalms and Jeremiah.  Then second posting is a message I received after being attacked by a spirit last night and during the posting of yesterday's Rhyme message.  Tomorrow I will post message just received.

From Jeremiah 15-18..........

Fortified wall....overcomes you...from the hands of the wicked....(walls wicked gets us to build inside)
{The Word of the Lord....sons and daughters....will perish..[dead bodies....}.....do not enter....to the vice of the bride and bridegroom]
*an overlapping line there with dead bodies shared
The Lord Almighty....before your eyes...
Tell these people....they forsook Me...wickedly
I will show you no favor...
Of all the countries....they will hunt them down...
My eyes are on all their ways
Our ancestors possessed nothing...they will know My name is the Lord...inscribed with...your high places.....throughout the land
It will burn forever
Cursed is the one who trusts in man....whose confidence is in him
The place of your sanctuary...they have forsaken
Keep saying to Me...the Word of the Lord....the One I praise...you are my refuge...from shame...on the day of disaster...
This is what the Lord says...bring no load....
Officials will come...on the Sabbath....consume...the Word...
I will give you My message...from the clay...so the potter forms it into another pot
Then the Word of the Lord...I'll announce...if that nation repents...
At another time...I will reconsider what I had intended to do to it...
*A message of hope for the nations that repent....

Psalm 35:1-10    good prayer....

From Psalms 75-78.....

GOD who judges.....forever...the righteous......is renowned....is great....
The swords....weapons of war....both horse and chariot....against mankind...vows the Lord
All the afflicted....who can stand....bring gifts to the One....cry out to GOD
About the former days....this I will repeal....meditate on your deeds
You redeemed....your path....led your flock....by the hand
I will open...and they in turn...not like their ancestors....will keep commands....
The sea...will flow down...against....the wilderness...abundantly...for they did not believe the Lord
The bread of angels....they turned from....to death
GOD Most High....remembered....their tongues....hearts not loyal to Him....a passing breeze...not faithful to His covenant...
A passing breeze not to return
Remember His power....His signs...His wonders


If you feel empty, then ask Him to feel you with His grace.  We all can cover up the inside with false faces, but why not ask for His grace to replace the emptiness and that which we offer up to Him, our walls and behind.  Then no need for a false face.
Nothing is hidden from Him.  He sees in your heart and soul.  Offer up and surrender to His will and let Him transform you.

But the Lord said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him.  The Lord does not look at the things man looks at.  Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."....1 Samuel 16:7

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 14, 2017               


#2  Darkness doesn't want any of these shared but sometimes more than others.  I was attacked by it as I tried to post this.  My computer lost connection and could not reconnect for awhile.  I had to rebuke  banish multiple times and Psalm 91, sword of Light and ask for help.  Twice recently attacked, they are persistent and will be more so as we get closer to end.  But I am assured they cannot stop it. 


#965
1-11/13-2017

Tangled webs your mortals weave
Everyone out trying to deceive
In the interim between now and end
Who will you really be able to call friend
What is real shall become false
Nothing of darkness will be able to repulse
That which the Father has willed upon man
Long ago He formulated His plan
Why oh why can thee not see
All of the Father was given for free
When this battle reaches completion
Power of man shall attain depletion
Doubt not what we say
For there is only one way
You who doubt, plot your wicked schemes
Know you this, nothing is as it seems
Through all eternity, GOD shall reign supreme
All that happens He shall deem
Necessary for the salvation of man
As we do all we can
Come unto us as we call thy name
So not to descend into the flame
By the passing of blood red moon
Which happens very soon
You shall know all that was spoken
When you had first awoken
Into this world of which you've traveled
Long before it became unraveled
Sister spirits all around
Brother souls do abound
All are here for you to use
Some alone, some in twos  [twin souls?]
You shall know them all in time
As each revealed within the Rhyme
Take to heart brother of mine
Changing your water into wine
Soon the skin of which you partake
Shall be taken so you'll awake
Into true form, free at last
Perform all for which you were cast
Into this world of mortal man
Every step according to plan
Fewer still left to take
Your thirst for Truth He shall slake
Enemies abound, hunger for your scent
All they attempt we shall prevent
Nothing shall stop all that comes
All of Heaven endlessly hums
Pulsing out the Light of GOD
Flowing through His Lightning Rod
Doubters who say false words you speak
Shall bow down humble and meek
Crying out what fools they were
Walking about eyes all a blur
Caught up in the false words
Of foolish men chattering like birds
End is near, rejoice my brother
For she awaits with Holy Mother
Descend into darkness, we all by thy side
No where our brethren can they hide
GOD shall have what was taken
Long ago by those who were forsaken
In the end united we'll be
To gaze upon the face of He
Who gave to us our soul's creation
Abiding in eternal heavenly elation (station)

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 14, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  Hezky den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  Bom dia,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Good morning to those in Portugal and Germany visiting this morning, welcome!

Blessings to all this day!  Trying to get caught up so thank you for your patience and for those who check to see if I am okay when I go without posting awhile.  If ever seeking to reach me just leave a comment here on most recent posting so i see it.  I am hesitant to leave email info as this is open to all. 

Today's Bible message comes to us from Ezra and Nehemiah.  No new souls yet.  One, a Jeremiah Dalton, British soldier from 1700s contacted me but could not seem to give me more truthful info so not sure if he will be back.  I was getting HMS Bounty but his dates did not concur with the HMS Bounty dates so I sent him away.  

I do not know if anyone recalls from a very early message years back, that started with...."From Barduk we came...long before we had any name".
I had at the time researched this name at the time, having never heard of it, to find only a vague reference to a kingdom or part of one where the king surrendered his kingdom to invading forces.  The messenger spoke of or gave impression that all were slaughtered or mostly.  I got at the time an image in my mind of the area by the Caspian Sea, now Armenia I believe.  Well I was moved other day to look it up again and this time I got it on a map as a place in northwestern Iran by Lake Van up near the Black Sea and Caspian Sea. The place showing it on the map is between the two seas, very close to Armenia.  So these peoples were from thus Barduk.  Who they were I have no idea, or what type of people they were or if they died then or had escaped.  Nor do I know the when.  Just some FYI!

From Ezra 10....

Because...on the first day...of the first month...the descendants....married foreigners....in pledge....from the flock...as a guilt offering...Jehiel...Ishmael...Eliezer...Benaiah...Keluhi...all these...selected....

*not sure on meaning of that message.  Seems like an explanation of some sort.  Maybe one of you understands it.  The message sometimes is for a specific person, not necessarily me.  I know GOD told His people not to marry foreign women.  Because descendants married foreigners, therefore on the first day of first month a guilt offering was made or taken in pledge to Him those listed from the flock.

From Nehemiah 1-2....

The Words....they said to Me....is praying..
Myself and My Father's family....even at the farthest horizon....delight in...revering your name
When gave it....your face....looked sad of heart...very much afraid....
Why should...look sad...when ancestors buried in ruins...gates destroyed by fire?
I have letters...He will give me....GOD....granted at my request
I went...told anyone...to do...with me...the Gate...which had been destroyed by fire....moved on to...where I had gone....
You see the trouble...in Jerusalem....
We will no longer be in disgrace....
My GOD...said to me....start rebuilding....so we began...

*This is from a speaker I am perceiving as someone who knew me in a time of destruction of perhaps the city I saw in a vision years ago.  This was an ancient city on fire in nighttime.  I was looking at it as I tread water in a river or sea.  Whoever it is says GOD said to start rebuilding. 

For those who get frustrated seeing and hearing how wicked, evil, bad, unbelieving peoples succeed or keep winning it seems......

Fret not yourself because of the wicked, be envious of wrongdoers!  For they will soon fade like the grass, and wither like the green herb.  Trust in the Lord, and do good; so you will dwell in the land, and enjoy security.  Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you he desires of your heart.....Psalm 37:1-4

All of Psalm 37 is good to read....

The Lord knows what lay ahead for you each day before you awake.  Spend time with Him first.  Greet each day with a hello and praise to Him in gratitude.  He may not show you the road ahead but will prepare and help you on the way.  He is by your side, live by faith!

Remain in Me, and I will remain in you.  No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine.  Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in Me.  I am the vine; you are the branches.  If a man remains in Me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from Me you can do nothing.  If anyone does not remain in Me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.  If you remain in Me and My Words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you....John 15:4-7

Thank you Jesus for the graces you pass through me, for allowing me to be your conduit for your Light, Word, Truth, healing, power.....

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 13, 2017                   #2


#964
1-7-2017


Each person you come upon
Is a pebble in the pond
Ripples of effect throughout the world
Paths of life coming unfurled
Overlapping with all others
All thy sisters, all thy brothers
Who you meet upon the road
What's their burden, what's their load
In their eyes lay their truth
Some is new, some from youth
All the children of the earth
Come unto Me for rebirth
If you feel you are forgotten
Think of Me, GOD's only begotten
In this life, shalt have suffering
Seek the Light for its buffering
Love of the Father tis like no other
Not a sister, brother, father, mother
Unconditional beyond all conception
Man cannot fathom beyond his perception
In the future days to come
Many shall feel lost and numb
Abandoned by their GOD whom they did not know
For they turned aside as they did go
Through their lives, seeking all solace
In people, places, things, so thus
Alone in end, no one to trust
As th world collapses, they are thrust
Into the tumult that shall become
The reality of deaf, blind and dumb
Take but My hand before too late
Then thy thirst My love shall sate
FOR I AM THE LIVING WELL
BELIEVE IN ME OR DESCEND TO HELL
Tis but a simple thing to do
Answer lies inside of you
Beyond the scope of all human imagining
Lay the Truth from the beginning
Do you wish to ascend to the glory?
Or continue to mold your own story?
Choice is your's always was
All man says, all he does
Take but My hand for truest path
And you shall behold all He hath
Set aside for all those
Who seek an eternity of repose
Within the boundless heavens above
And dwell forever in the Father's love....

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 13, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  dobrý den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  dia bom,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day!  Prayers for those suffering or lost due to the bad weather here in the USA.  My apologies for being gone so long, a week ago it had snowed and iced up here and I had slipped on ice under the snow and wrenched my lower back so it has been difficult to sit.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqaA8XBI15o


Today's Bible message comes to us from Acts 9-12.....

"On His knees"...this became known....GOD-fearing..for generations to those in need.....
The poor have come up as a memorial....
Now men....being prepared....impure and unclean....GOD has made clean
Peter....the Spirit.....said to men...."Why have you come?"...(Judgment)
Who is....the believer....entered the HOUSE....
Gathering of people....stand before Me....beginning in Galilee....Nazareth....to whom GOD....forgives sins
The Holy Spirit....heard the speaking....the Word of GOD...heard a voice..............this happened three times.....
Three who had been sent....to bring you a message....(Buddha, Jesus, Mohammed?  Buddha born 624 BC----Jesus-----Mohammed died 632 AD...approximately 1200 yr duration with Jesus in the middle.  Three messages?  Three Christ entity visits to three peoples?  Yes or no it is food for thought.  As I said the Christ has been here more than once.)

Speak...in the name of the Lord Christ
GOD has granted repentance....however....tell them the good...believed...and saw the grace...found Him...
This time....brothers and sisters.....happens during the Festival of Unleavened Bread
The Passover....with two...the Lord and a Light
The angel....around you...follow to Me....
This is really happening....
A vision....to the iron gate....opened...suddenly....then Peter comes without a doubt...

The dates of Buddha and Mohammed can be disputed which is unimportant.  Point is that one before and after Jesus the Christ.  Buddha may had other lives as well.  Food for thought.

Nothing new on Dana, the young man whose spirit confronted me awhile ago.  I pray he is in good hands, and who knows he may return to me for passing to the Light. 

*Found more angel feathers in my passages through the cemetery.

*Number of times I have found my Rosary knotted up.  Hesitant to try and untangle it for fear of breaking the chain I have just rebuked and banished and asked one of the spirits around me to unknot it, then laid it down flat and walked away.  Each time I have returned the next day and picked it up it has been unknotted.  It was never ever moved from where I had laid it down.  

The difference between a believer and unbeliever......the believer sees or hears something unexplainable and accepts it on faith, with or without understanding.  The unbeliever only accepts it with a plausible explanation or passes it off as coincidence or impossible.  Open heart and mind vs. closed heart and mind.  Sight vs. blindness.  Those on the path vs. pillars of stone.  Which are you?

Difficult things in your life?  How do you climb a mountain?  One step at a time!

As soon as they brought them out, one of them said, "Flee for your lives!  Don't look back, and don't stop anywhere in the plain!  Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!"   Genesis 19:17
As many gifted have said and in the messages of mine, fleeing to the mountains has been mentioned.  When the time comes, flee the cities for the mountains. 

But Lot's wife looked back, and she became a pillar salt (stone)...Genesis 19:26
Mentioned in many of my messages and as I have told many people and souls.  One cannot be a pillar of stone and pass into the Light.


https://www.biblegateway.com/resources/all-women-bible/Lot-8217-s-Wife


He and his two daughters lived in a cave...Genesis 19:30

Again others and my messages have told of living in caves as man did originally.  This will be after the beginning of the end.

This is His world and He controls it.  When you seek to make a choice, open a door or window, embark on a new road, simply put it before GOD.  Say to Him, "Lord I ask this of you.  If it is to your will then let it be so and thank you.  If it is not to your will then let it not be so, stop it, close it, block it and help me to accept."  Better a little disappointment than disaster, suffering, pain.  It is as a child asking the parent for something.  The parents says yes or no depending upon if it is good or harmful to the child and if they are deserving of it.  He is the perfect Father....

His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and goodness.  Through these He has given us His very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires....2 Peter 1:3-4

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 6, 2017                   #2

#963
1-4-2017

She was born long ago
Brought together so you would know
What twas to later join thee
On your final path home to Me
With you where all you'll go
The more together, the more you'll know
Even to the depths of hell
An ever flowing living well
Of My Light, My sacred grace
Light shining forth from thy face
With the others to save all those
Whom Father calls to Heaven's repose
He who took what was not his
Shall behold all that is
The power of Almighty GOD
The might of His Lightning Rod
Thought to hide them from His sight
Why He sent you into the night
All you did He foresaw
As a need to bide by law
What is man's law tis not the same
By GOD's law you went to flame
All had purpose so that you
Would gain the clearer view
See where twas they were hidden
You had to fall from grace unbidden
Abdul ra-Haman, a life you led
So that you could descend to the dead
Evil on earth to thus be received
And thus Lucifer was deceived
Your gift shall serve you well then
After service complete with thy pen
Souls you'll save beyond count
All of whom by Gate do mount
Belief essential so that you
Can give to them the purest view
Go each day without a doubt
You soon shall know what its all about....

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 6, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  dobrý den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  dia bom,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings to all this day and happy birthday to my baby sister who turns a year older tomorrow..  Our prayers to those injured and lost in Ft. Lauderdale airport shooting, and the latest in Turkey.  Condolences to the loved ones left behind.

Today's Bible message comes to us from Jeremiah again.  The newest soul sent and second posting with the second message received during the last soul sending.


From Jeremiah 31-32.....

Come...you nations....a well-watered garden....comfort and joy....this is what the Lord says....return....
You heard Ephraim...before me....you came to understand...ashamed and humiliated...bore the disgrace of youth....
I have great compassion...unfaithful!!
The Lord bless you...when I plant My kingdom...
Because they broke My Covenant...I will make...them teach their neighbor
For I will forgive...they will all know Me
Only the heavens can be measured....and the foundations of the earth...I will reject all...as far as...the Word...I am about to give...will...remain
The Word will remain until I deal...with son of.....the earth
Great and mighty GOD....gained with signs and wonders...but you swore...to obey...law...do what you commanded them to do....brought all...on them...because of the sword.

*cryptic more than usual. 

We as humans tend to be impatient, myself included.  When we ask in pray for something, we tend to get frustrated and say He never answers us.  He alwayssss answers, but sometimes it is no or a different answer from what we wanted to hear.  If we are looking for one answer among many possible ones, well then whose fault is that?  When we ask for something, He wants us to trust in Him.  Not to get disheartened by unanswered prayers. He teaches us to be patient and content.  Ask for the sight to see the answer and the understanding of it.  Also for the patience.  Ask the Holy Spirit to control your thoughts, mouth and actions.

Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall, but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint....Isaiah 40:30-31

The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace----Romans 8:6

Okay this is the soul I mentioned yesterday who tried to interfere once and attacked me other night.  I even had to use my Sword of Light on him.

#403
1-4-2016

d. 1852    57
Parents slain by Indians in this area....I was a boy, 11 yrs. old

(you were early settlers here)

yes

(I promise your parents are in the Light....Patricia I am getting...Isaiah as well.)

Yes you speak truth...Patricia Macpherson mother...Father Isaiah Mackenzie...

Biblical names)

Yes, very devout people and look what it got them....Indians slit them open for the coyotes to feed on alive...

(I'm so sorry.  I too saw my family butchered in front of me in another life.  It filled me with hate and twisted me as it twisted you.  It's darkness that does that.  I got revenge as I'm sure you felt you did too)

No not on those who did it but on all Indians I could..

(and did it take away the pain inside?)

No, but it felt good

(And where are you now?  Still used by darkness as I was and still apart from your mother and father.  I was sent to the pit for it in the deepest part.  You do NOT want to go there)

I'm not afraid.  They promised me glory.

(Lol, glory?  164 years and where is your glory?  Tell them to show it to you now for real.  If they are true, tell them to reunite you and parents)

I will!

(okay!  Carla Buchanan?  Who is she?  You know that name Ezekiel?   Speechless?)

How you know that name?

Carla---I call to him gatekeeper...

(You know her Ezekiel?)

You lie, who speaks this?

(Not I surely.  She does from the doorway to Heaven.  Talk to Him Carla)

Carla===Zeke, it is I Carla!  Believe in me, our times under the trees in the meadow.

Who is this?  Who speaks this?

(Not me Ezekiel.  Maybe your dark friends, ask them)

*pause

They say you lie, tricks of the liar.

(lol, sure, I made my voice sound like a girl, okay ya got me!)

Carla---Zeke it is I Carla....holding hands, our secret kisses in the twilight outside my home.  Ezekiel Mackenzie, you listen to me.  Hear my voice not those around you.  Trust this man, he is a servant of GOD.  Gatekeeper help him please.

(I'm trying, its up to him tho.  Ezekiel, you can go to her and your mom and dad, all you have to do is hear what I have to say and do as I say.  The choice is yours.  Believe in me or not, no matter to me.  Believe in Him, His love for you, His forgiveness.)

Carla---Zeke, your mama and papa are here with me.  Remember the little bear you left under bed where you hid from Indians.

How did you know about that?

Carla---They just told me.  Please believe Zeke!  I love you since I first saw you!

You said that when I first kissed you!

Carla---Yes I did!  Tell those you serve to unite us. 

They say its all a trick, that this "gatekeeper" is tricky...

Carla---No, it is they who are liars and tricksters.  Zeke, you know my heart, remember?

Yes, but this is not possible..

Carla---All things are possible with GOD Zeke!

Yes papa always said that

(He was right Ezekiel, he believed.  Now you believe.  GOD long ago forgave you all your sins before you did them and He still loves you and calls you home again.  They lied to you as you lay dying did they not?  Told you it was GOD's fault.  What GOD would allow what happened to your parents?)

Yes, how did you know?

(I've heard it too long ago and from others who were stuck here too!  Its how they keep you from crossing over at your time)

Carla, Carla are you really there?

Carla---Yes Ezekiel...We all wait for you.  Its time to come home please.

(Choice is yours Ezekiel, always was.  Don't believe me or those others.  Believe GOD, believe Carla and your parents wait for you, want you.  Choose them!)

I'm confused!

(I know, focus on His love on their love, on your love deep inside.  Let it flow through you.  Feel it grow.)

Others [dark ones]---Grrrrr!  You'll get yours gatekeeper

(As will you, yet Jesus loves even you)

Others---Grrrr!  Pffft!  [gone]

(Ezekiel, you're free to choose)

I feel!  (tears)  I feel!
[on his knees]

(Ezekiel, offer all your sin, all anger, guilt, shame, hate, your very soul, everything up to Him.  Ask Him to take it as your sin guilt sacrifice.  Thank Him and praise Him.  Invite Him into your heart.  Let all of this life and gloom go.  He loves you and forgave you so forgive as well, self and all others.)

Help me to go please!  I want to go.  I'm so sorry.

(Nothing for me to forgive and GOD forgave long ago,  Just need you to forgive yourself.  Then I can help you to go.)

Okay

(Pray, talk to GOD/Jesus in your Truth.  They know all you are.)

Thank you!  Thank you!

Carla---I'll be here Zeke, follow my heart.  Feel it!

Yes I do!

(Good, pray Ezekiel)

Yes, yes!  Psalm 69.....

*his last words before I sent him were Psalm 69...read it.  :)

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 4, 2017               #2

#962
1-4-2017

Bluish light in inner eye
Tells to thee that it is I
Whom created thy very soul
Who brought together, made thee whole
You whose soul traveled through time
Sharing with others My Rhythm and Rhyme
Michael, who started it long ago
Then gave it to you to know
Much was written, some was not
Still you shared all you have got
Time approaches to lead the way
You will know on the day
Many things yet to be done
For you are the chosen one
Nothing man knows speaks of thee
You were hidden by Me
Simple and true within thine heart
For the very critical part
You are to play once you leave
Subtle passing you shall receive
Many a time you went astray
Many a place you went away
Human does as human does
All that is, all that was
Shall be transformed in the time
At the end of Rhythm and Rhyme
Little things you do each day
Adds up to much along the way
Worry not, for seems a pittance
Well assured you are of admittance
In your gateway you will receive
Tools you'll need to help all believe
Who you are and why were sent
Long ago from My Sacred Tent
Joined shall be by she I said
Then together shall be led
Patience not a virtue of thee
Why you stepped first before Me
Gave all a chance to be the one
But I foreknew before twas done
You would choose to take the journey
To stand before Me and bend your knee
Alathiel, thy name speaks it's Truth
Means, "By My side," given in your youth
Why you were drawn to the portrait you have
A reminder, a spiritual salve
You will take it where ere you go
For many others for you to show
That I am always by their side
To seek Me deep inside....

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!

January 4, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  dobrý den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  dia bom,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings this day!  Bible message from Genesis. only second time from there if I recall.  One new soul sent today and two messages during the sending.  One I will share today and other on next posting.  Both gave me some new pieces to my personal puzzle and some confirmations.

To save your lives....you shall live in the region...otherwise...you and your household...shall become destitute
The land...your belongings...you can enjoy...provisions for your journey.
(Sounds like I am to stay in this area and He will provide for my journeys in the region)
He sent....on the way....Jacob...to carry back...the spirit
And Joseph's own hand...Jacob brought with him
(Sounds like Jacob will take my spirit back)
You ask....brothers with their flocks....everything they own....have come to live...in...Goshen
(Goshen the land that is near Him)
How you...went out from His presence...blessed....of the land....also provided....all that was to be found
(Man was sent out blessed and provided for by Him unto the land.  He will provide all our needs)
All...came to Joseph..
Sell your livestock...your money is gone...in exchange for horses...
Cannot hide from the Lord....
(Sell all you own in exchange for what will carry you forth)
Our bodies....belong to....Pharaoh....but.....we may live and not die....however...when the crop comes in...the eyes of the Lord...
(Our bodies belong to this world but we may have eternal life when the harvest comes in the eyes of the Lord)

Trust in the Lord each day.  Ask Him to strengthen your trust, patience, focus, faith, belief in Him each day.  Make it part of your prayers.  He loves us unconditionally no matter what we do or how often.  Ask to see things from His view, a perfect view.  Putting your trust in Him strengthens the bond with Him as His grace flows more freely to you. 

And my GOD will meet all your needs according to the riches of His glory in Christ Jesus....Philippians 4:19

Hmmm during typing of the last line from Philippians I heard a growl from behind my left shoulder.  I looked up and my dog was asleep quietly on the couch.  I asked my friend who was in the bathroom if they heard it, and they said they had, but thought it was one of the dogs.  I said it was not, for it came from right behind me.  I rebuked and banished and it felt a presence around me.  I felt as tho it was trying to toss me around, so I rebuked and banished again. My friend was by this time out in living room as well. I stood up rebuking and banishing again feeling it trying to pull at me.  I had her read Psalm 91 as I kept fighting with it using my sword of Light and even passing it through myself. I began calling out "help me Jesus" over an over and called angels. It finally was off me and I got the name Ezekiel.  Ahhhh I recalled that name.  The one day in the cemetery when I felt a presence an got that name but do not recall the last name he gave.  This was when I sent him away after asking what he wanted and he had said I am here to stop you from helping these people.  That is the day that I was told that they have to speak the Truth to me.  So he had returned.  I got the name Ezekiel MacKenzie.  So you returned have you?  I shall share His passing to the Light another posting after this one.  It took over an hour and a half to get him to cross over.  Now I will share the soul before him....

#402
1-3/4-2016

Richard Pangilinan
52   d. 1882

(Ireland?)

yes

(okay)

Not Irish, I was a merchant set upon by thieves, thugs in Dublin.

(okay)

My apologies for taking so long.  Many a soul here I know and stopped to talk and try to convince them to follow me.  Your grandmother talked to me, Mary, and I was led here.  Each step, so to speak, was easier, I felt clearer. 

(yes, I understand)

Felt compelled to speak to those on the way and the many here by you..

(they are afraid and stubborn)

Yes, but they are here..

(true)

You will guide them I think.  Your grandmother spoke highly of you, important you are.

(i'm nothing, just His servant)

I understand too!  I had family in Gloucester, a wife, 7 children, sons and daughters, a manor house.  They lost it after my death.  I carried much anger, hate for those who beset me, caused my family to suffer.  They recovered well enough but it was very hard for a time.  Seeing them though was very hard.  The thieves eventually caught stealing later and imprisoned.  They suffered, I was happy for that but empty.  Still here.

(forgiveness)

Yes, your grandmother Mary touched me and helped me to let go.

(good, I'm glad of that)

I want to help those here to let go...

(wonderful but first I need to get you home.  Then with your loved ones.  If you still wish to help, great.  He knows your heart.  Either way is fine.)

I do miss my family but so many here alone, lost.  

(I know and time running out fast.)

I've heard.  You have many around you to help you.

(yes I do, I am nothing without them)

No, you are important.  They are very protective of you.  Your daughter especially...

(I know, she is my treasure.)

Very beautiful like her mother was.

(you know this how?)

I followed her to her mother once.  She showed me the time when you were together years ago.

(my daughter did?)

Yes, like time is here.  Moves by quickly before our eyes like your moving pictures...

(I see)

I was in business that made optical lenses amongst other things.  Like for spyglasses, eyeglasses and later, your moving pictures cameras..

(wow, kool.  I thought perhaps that was how it was for everyone there)

Partly yes, some are withdrawn here.  Focused on what's inside that holds them here.

(yes, I'm sure)

I want to help them most of all...

(then you shall.  You know what you must do?)

Yes, I'll do so now and say when I'm ready.

(okay!  You are easy!  Wish all were.)

They will be once they see what comes...

(oh yes, then will be a mad rush)

Yes it will be!

*at this point I received 2 messages

(Richard?)

Yes I'm ready.  I was waiting, listening to the Word of GOD....I am bonded to you here so I heard all that was said....

(then you were supposed to!  The reason will be made known to you.)

I know!   I am ready to go now!

(okay!  GOD bless!)

And thank you as well Gatekeeper...

(thank you!)

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!

January 3, 2017

Good day,  美好的一天,  dobrý den,  god dag,  goede dag,  magandang araw,  hyvää päivää,  bonne journée,  Schönen Tag,  καλή μέρα,  Selamat siang,  lá maith,  buona giornata,  良い一日,  좋은 날,  dobry dzień,  dia bom,  o zi buna,  хорошего дня,  dobrý deň,  dober dan,  buen día,  хороший день.....

Blessings this day to all, I pray all had a good new years!  Today' Bible messages come to us from Psalms and 1 Chronicles.....

Psalms 134-139....
For where the Lord bestows His blessing is life forevermore
The Maker of Heaven and earth...who you minister of....is greater than all gods...
The firstborn...gave their land....through all generations...as idols...
They...cannot speak....they cannot see...cannot hear...
Those who make them....trust in them...
To Him who struck down the firstborn....swept Pharaoh into the sea....gave their land as an inheritance...freed us from our enemies...
Your tormentors...I will strike down....for your unfailing love and faithfulness
Exalt your...ways...
I walk in the midst
Abandon the works of your hands
Perceive MY thoughts
Go up to the heavens
My inmost being...is too wonderful...even the darkness...is fearful..
I was made in the secret place...woven together...
All the days...came to be....GOD
They would outnumber the grains of sand.
Only GOD...speaks of you
Your adversaries misuse your name..

1 Chronicles 18-22...

Make the pillars...to greet Him...over the...course of time   (those who are pillars of stone)
Son..is honoring...yours...who came and camped...out...(Those waiting at my gateway)
These were descendants...bring guilt...
I am giving you three options...the Lord says....
Answer the one who sent me
Withdraw your hand....Remain
Do whatever pleases Him....offerings...sacrifice...on the altar..
GOD is here...gave orders to assemble...
(sounds like message to those in the mists and options I am to offer them)

It is time, if you have not done so yet, to let go all the limitations we place on GOD.  People tend to view Him and what He does from a human point of view.  This is imperfect, and will never allow you to grow in Spirit and Truth.  He has no limits, He is boundless, He is infinite.  You must view Him from perspective of yes it is so yes it is possible.  I may not yet understand it but yes it is possible.   Then you ask for understanding and believe.

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.  Then you will be able to test and approve what GOD's will is---His good, pleasing and perfect will....Romans 12:2
*exactly what I just talked about.  Do not conform to worldly ways and views. 

Do not be weighed down by burdens and problems.  This is why He carried the cross then had someone else come in to help carry it.  He will help to carry our burdens. 

GOD BLESS!  PRAISE JESUS CHRIST!  GOD IS AWESOME!