January 20, 2017
  
      The first part is from  few months ago when Dana first visited me one night, then the second part is his return after being gone for some time.


November 29, 2016


This is a posting about one of the souls in the cemetery who awoke me one night and chatted with for sometime.  I am not listing him yet as he has not crossed over but wanted to share up to this point our conversation. 

Dana  22 I have been told by my daughter.
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3:43 am awoke to name Dana then leg cramps lol.  Dana was here saying did not like me walking  around their cemetery.  I had been walking through announcing myself welcoming all home to GOD.  Was told by my daughter there were souls there needing help.  This night around 12:30 am was walking through cemetery and on way out I heard, "I don't want to go home, I like it here, I don't want to leave."  "Everyone will have to leave soon," I said.  "You will have to choose to go to the Light or to hell."  "You are a liar," he replied.  "Believe it or not, up to you.  Doesn't matter to me," I told him.  "End of times coming, you can't stay!"  Walked home then.
At 3:43 I awoke and got the name Dana as I said.  After I got up to loosen my cramping legs he was telling me he did not like me in "his" cemetery.

(ok Dana, if still here, let's talk.  If you're angry about something or even at GOD, no problem, we all get angry at GOD)

Why are you writing?

(I record my conversations with spirits.  You rather I not?)

Matters not to me

(Okay!  Was it you other night trying to follow me at park?)

No, that's someone else.

(Ralph?)

Ralph something, I don't know.

(or not saying to me?)

I don't know I said

(okay.  What's your last name?)

Richardson

(Really?)

Maybe

(I see)

I live in cemetery, I belong there !!

(No one lives in a cemetery, that's why its a cemetery.  Its a remembrance, not meant for you to remain there Dana.  To honor the memory of those who passed and are buried there.  A memorial to them.)

My Home!

(GOD's home as all creation is)

Thought you said all are welcome to his home, to go home?

(haha, yes I did, to return to His dwelling place where we were all created.  Our journey began there as unconscious souls.)

Why did I live then?

(To experience, to learn, grow and believe then return to be with GOD.  We are part of Him.  Think of it as He took one cell off His existence and put it inside your mother.  It grew as cells do in physical world,  Then birth, life and passing.  Your soul was put on a ride through life in a body of the physical world.)

Why then bother with a body?

(To be able to experience the physical world.  He created man eternal.  Man chose wrong at the start and GOD  made him mortal, not immortal, in other words the apple from the Tree of Life!)

Why did I suffer?

(We all suffer as we all rejoice in happy times.  All part of journey.  It's how we handle good and bad and remain faithful to GOD)

Hmmm, I don't want to talk anymore.

(Okay Dana, as you wish.  I'm not here to make you do anything, but here to help anyone go home whom wishes to do so.  Your choice!)

I'll still bug you!

(Lol!  Okay, of course, but a warning, two actually.  Don't interfere with others in any way or try and influence them against me or GOD.  It's their choice too.  Also, you must choose soon, time runs out.)

Yeah, yeah, so you say.

(I don't say!  Holy Spirit says!)

Blah!  Blah!

(Good night Dana!)

Right bye!

I heard him speak few times since, once saying he doesn't like me as I was walking from cemetery, but also heard other voice say, "I want to go".
I have been rebuking and banishing each time and speaking to them one way chat.  I felt negs one night and he said, "You are afraid."
I said, "No you are afraid and the dark spirits here are afraid and try to place it on me but they can not harm me. 
Nothing since.  The other spirit followed me twice while walking dog there at night in other direction from cemetery.  I could feel his presence it is who Jesus said He will enlighten. 

If anymore comes up I will amend this posting...


Soul #404
1-17-2017

Dana Richardson

(Oh, so Richardson was your name?)

Yes, as I said I was so angry

(I'm sure!  Many are in the mists.  Darkness loves keeping you angry.)

Yes they do!  I see clearly now.  I am 22, well was when I passed.  Lost, lonely, angry!  No parents to speak of.  These people here took me in.  Many elderly here. 

(I saw by the headstones.  Some very painful losses too!)

Yes, many lost children.

(All in the Light.  Why I'd love to help reunite them.)

I know.  I didn't want to see my parents.

(No Dana, your parents weren't born bad nor were you.  Things happened to them like you that took them on wrong path.  We each make our choices, good and bad.  we have to take ownership of them, free will.)

True, true!

(They may well be in Heaven, I do not know.  Their journey is theirs and GOD's.  I can find out where they are..................Estelle?)

Estelle?  Yes, her name.

(Ok, someone told me she is in the light.  Repented and made it.)

Okay!  He was worse!

(Okay, He we will find if you like.  Not necessary, what is necessary is forgiveness and letting go all that was from your life.  Forward thinking.  Cut the strings of all that kept you here.  Trust me, as you see things more clearly now, once in the Light, you will see infinitely clearer.  Nothing negative at all.)

I was told this!

(Believe it!  All GOD's grace you will feel and have.  Your mother will not be as you knew her, but as she originally was.  Your father too if he is there.  The two people you knew wipe from your mind, they don't exist anymore, nor does the Dana whom I first met.)

I understand now.  I always wanted to be a sailor, see the ocean.  WWII came, I saw all these boys go off to fight.  I wanted to too but I had passed. 

(So you passed before WWII?)

Yes, 1932

(Ah okay.  Share whatever you wish to share Dana.)

*Hearing some crying here

(It's okay Dana, let go the anger and pain.  Offer it up to Jesus, ask Him to take it from you.  To replace it with His love and grace.  Thank Him, praise Him.  Forgive everyone, parents even yourself for being angry at GOD, not believing.  He knows your heart and soul.  Your soul is what He looks at Dana.)

They beat me!  Two drunks!  Mom okay when sober, but she got drunk too cause he was drunk.  I ran away and hid often.  Got sooo angry.  Hated them and all people, GOD too!  I smashed statues, church windows.  Police caught me once, beat me too.  Hated everyone.  I ran on 16th birthday and never went back.  Lived off land, stealing, all over Texas. 

(Oh so from here then, yes?)

Amarillo

(Amarillo?  I was getting Richardson too, like your name.)

I say Amarillo.  Richardson named after my family.  Always been there.  I hated it too, I left.

(So you ran away to Amarillo?)

Yes, but went all over down to the Gulf  (Gulf of Mexico).  I tried to get on a boat but got thrown off.  Got odd jobs down there.  Drowned actually.  Did not tell you that did I?

(No, you did not, I'm sorry)

Hey, it was water at least.  How ironic, haha!  I learned that word here.  I did not know much with little schooling. 

(Its okay, GOD's wisdom is what's needed most, especially now.  He will give you the rest)

Really?

(Oh yes!  Wait and see Dana.  Oh my the things you will see and experience, so glorious!)

I ended up here, I sense your question, somehow..........

(You're bonded to me now)

Okay, I was roaming all over but still Texas and kinda looked for them...

(Mom/dad?)

Yes, but they had passed.  Burned alive in fire.  Felt yessss good then.  I met the Frailey's here, you sent them....

(Yes)   [sent last month who had perished in a fire too in nearby town]

They had died in fire in Bonham.  They were so nice.

(yes they are)

I felt drawn to them.  They lost a son in war and took me in here.

(That was very nice of them)

Partly why I was so protective of them and distrustful of you.  I saw you send them.  They wanted me to go to but I didn't trust you.  I got angry at you and them.  Felt abandoned so I left here.  Saw all those people flocking to this cemetery......so many here....none trust you enough yet...

(What made you?)

He spoke....

(Jesus?)

Yes!  He spoke to the soldier in the park.

(The Civil War soldier there?).....[the heavy negative presence I felt few nights I walked dog by there.  Was told by my daughter he was Civil War veteran who was crippled and twisted.  Jesus said He would deal with him.]

Yes, He took him away some place.  Said He would bring Him back to you.  "Why you?," I asked.  He said, "Because he is My Gatekeeper here."  I asked what that was.  He said, "Those who guide My sheep home.  I have a great many around the world.  All My servants have their parts to play.  You as well Dana!"  "Me?"  "Yes you!  I know your pain Dana.  Take My hand, I'll show you."  I took His hand, I could not stop myself.  When I touched His hand I saw my whole life at once like. I don't know how, I just did.  He said, "I AM the Way and the Light.  Come unto Me of your own free will and I will make you whole again and show you Paradise."  Then He said, "Go to Tim, for He is My servant whom I love.  Just as I love you Dana."  "But I hated you and everyone," I told Him.  "No, you hurt, were full of pain.  Tim will understand for he felt it too but always believed.  He has served Me since the start.  He will help you get home!"  I felt different when He left, like who am I?  A cloud of gloom lifted from me.  Time had passed and I was back here.  How'd He do that? 

(He is GOD!  All things are possible with GOD Dana.  We do not have to understand it just believe it.  Once home we will learn the how and why.)

I want to learn the how and why.....I'm almost like starved for it....

(Yes, that's how it works)

I'm sorry I was difficult.

(I was not mad, I understood.  It's your journey and you're here now.  I knew He was going to talk with the soldier.  He said so.  I'm glad He spoke to you too!)

Me too!  I want to go!  I've told others here.  I hope they will not be afraid now.

(They will go eventually.)

They are good people...

(I know)

Bless you for doing this!

(Its an honor to)

What must I do?

(Let me tell you)

**explained process, about GOD.  His mother in the Light pure.  His father, Donald, in the mists far away near judgement line.  He can help his father.  (He had something happen in his life that caused him to hide behind booze.  You can teach him, help him Dana!)

I understand, thank you!

(You tell me when you are ready)

*Maybe an hour later or so he was ready.  I sense from all this that He is to help his father and others.  Jesus said he had a purpose too. 

Some of you may wonder, as I did before too, why did Jesus not just send these souls to the Light Himself that He talks to.  As He has told me before, GOD created all things for a purpose and has everything structured to be done a certain way.  They have to go through a gateway, it is how it is as GOD made it.  Just as there are laws of His to follow.  Just as there are laws in our justice system that we just have to follow.  Just as there are laws of Physics that things just have to obey.   Why can't GOD make exceptions?  Perhaps He does!  Are these exceptions pre-determined or spontaneous?  Probably both.  GOD is GOD and can do whatever He wants with all he created.  As I have said many times, He has promised me I will return to Him and see Him and all my loved ones.  Yet if I arrive and He changed His mind and says I am going to the pit or my soul He will destroy, then that is His right.  I will kneel and accept His will.


I looked up Richardson, Texas and it is actually here in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area.  It was named after E.H. Richardson and founded in 1848 I believe. 


I also noticed a Carter family headstone in the cemetery here, which I had seen before and realized the name of the wife of a man I had sent from Bonham, a neighboring town, was Sara Jean Beatrice Carter.  Hmm confirmation of her name.  Back then you knew only so many people, 150 plus years ago out here in the Texas country.  So meeting and marrying someone from neighboring town 20 miles away entirely likely. 

GOD BLESS!  JESUS IS MARVELOUS!