December 1, 2014   #2



#277
11-12-2011

Exploring the depths of one's soul
Seeking to find out our role
Was I here before, lost in long lost lore
Here again in some ancient play
We are all players in a passion play
Born from the peace, cast into the fray
You wish to know the Truth?
Hidden long behind the Veil of Ruth
You hope to find the wisdom
Of His most high Kingdom
Look inside yourself to find the answers
Floating around the mind, invisible dancers
Why all the fuss over senseless desires
Must leave behind all one admires
Burdens placed upon yourselves
Tucked away on endless shelves
Cluttering up the path to glory
Stopping your learning the untold story
Free your mind with an open heart
Then begin to learn what is your part
In GOD's Holy Plan for all mankind
No longer shall roam the land so blind
Place yourselves in the Lord's hands
He shall lead you to unseen lands
Most of all you need to know
Hovers near in Heavenly glow
Seek it and you shall find it
Touch it and you shall feel it
We are all here at His request
To aid you in your final test
Teaching, guiding, armoring your soul
All in time to make you whole
Gaze inside upon the Light
Behold the glory oh so bright
No need to fear the road ahead
Nor the gathering of long ago dead
They have a purpose as soon shall see
Helping to make things as they should be
Patience my friend, final healing draws close
Soon to feel the final dose
Of healing grace upon thine heart
Then to fulfill your destined part
I must go now, much to do
Feel the Light inside of you
Don't despair, all comes soon
Look to gaze upon blood red moon
Know the sign, given long ago
Then time is here, you shall know.

This nest is an example of one from within me and shows even I have difficult times of feeling lost and numb.

#278
11-12-2011

What is this numbness I feel?
Alive but not alive
Here but not here

How can these non-emotions I repeal?
How can I not love yet survive?
I am not how I appear

Lord my savior, where was I lost?
Holy Mother Mary, what was the cost?
At what point did i become the walking dead?
So much wisdom inside my head
So little emotion inside my heart
How can I play out my part?
I hear the voices pleading to me
Help us to find the way to free
I know the way for them to find
To give the sight to the blind
Yet I am devoid of all the love
You shower down from above
Lifeless carcass of flesh and bone
Walking my path forever alone
Many cross in need of direction
Sharing words in hope of resurrection
Featureless face, I plod along
Words pour forth, music without song
Painful memories pass by in the night
Hidden from view, seeing without sight
At what point did I lose me?
Where on this road did I cease to be?
Parts long lost, cast aside
What I need, hidden deep inside
Help me, help me find again
All I was way back when
Love and joy did consume
When can I again resume?
My soul, my love, I need to feel
Touch my face, make it real
People need what I cannot give
The love that fills the heart to live
Thy will is hard, oh Lord on high
Never mine to ask the why
Journey ahead, I do accept
Fulfill the promise, shall be kept
Alone, my cross I shall thus bear
For I know the end is beyond compare
Your light shall sustain me for yet to come
Then all I'll feel, no longer numb.


GOD Bless!