#8

July 30, 2014

Good Tuesday everyone, hope you are all well! 

First off I would like to share about my reaction early on to these messages.  Not sure where they were coming from or why, I kept asking GOD, why me? I am not his holier than thou person. I am a sinner. I get aggravated with people so easily. I am not a saint or high up in and religious order. I am not some important being, I am just tim.
I would keep asking, why me? and I was always immediately answered...Peter, Paul, Francis!  Over and over it played in my head, Peter, Paul, Francis!  After awhile I finally got it.  Peter was angry, bitter, belligerent, impatient, hated Romans and hated Mathew.   He cussed, berated, complained.  Look who he became. 
Paul persecuted followers of Jesus, was a tax collector, a Roman citizen, shazaaaaam!  He became father of Christianity.   Francis was a Lindsay Lohan of his time.  Rich kid, noble's son, professional soldier, partier.  He gave it all up to help the poor, could talk to animals, suffered some of the stigmata, and look who he became.  St. Francis of Assisi.
So who was I to say to GOD, why me?  Who are we to say who He decides to use as His messenger, who He will save, who He will condemn.  If He went into Charles Mansons cell and said zap you are healed I want you to be my messenger.  Who are we to say otherwise. 

First and foremost I am a spiritual being.  We all are!  Second, I am a human being, and being such I am a sinner, I am sin!  I will sin!  Does that mean ok just give in to it, give up?  Absolutely not.  That is what the devil wants you to do.  For those of you who ride horses, what do ya do when ya fall off? 
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get back on the horse and try again, continue down your path. 
No different for as in life.  Pick yourself up, dust off, say I am sorry Lord please forgive me, which He already did, knowing what you were gonna do anyways.  Forgive yourself, very important thing we tend to forget to do.    Say to the devil, hey ya got me that time, but I forgive myself, HGOD forgives me, I even forgive you.  However, you do not have me, I am from the Light, I wil return to the Light, I belong to the Lord. And continue on your journey.

8.

Selfless glory, does it exist?
Why does the greed seek to persist
Irreprehensible beings abide
False truths cannot hide
Foolish souls, cannot they see
What is needed for one to be free
Light among us blinds all lost
Filtering much at so high a cost
Answers all lie deep within
Where to go, where have been
Omnipotence dwells inside us all
Waiting to hear our heartfelt call
Do not fear, no answer to quick
Must be sure no mortal trick
Wouldst thou know Heaven is true
If it came calling on you
Eyes wide open, vision shut
Ears so clear, can't hear what
Is spoken from the other side
Beauty so precious, cannot hide
Can't you feel the glory of you
Can't you sense the peace so true
I have seen it since the start
When mankind was not so far apart
From He who made all there is
And laid claim to what was His
Choice was given to test your love
Path of truth leads one above
I am but the messenger, hear His call
Spreading His message meant for all
You have the ability to hear as I do
Gift lies hidden deep inside you
When and where, why and how much
Neither Him nor I can never touch
This power awaits the simple key
Unlocks the door, waits to be free
Then messenger you'll be as well
Hearing all there is to tell
From those who know what all we seek
Happy to give us just a peek
Of all the love and joy that is
Ours to have when we became His
Upon that day when all began
And life spread forth from Holy hand...

GOD Bless!